Month: July 2016
BOAT
‘Au Revoir’, ‘Merci’, i pedal wallow around the corner there to be greeted by a looming huge impossible wall of BOAT! ferry to france!
perched high above on the prow, a gaggle of chirruping french school kids
i could see up their nostrils, if i but had a telescope! de caprio and winslett squeezed awkwardly betwixt and between them
windmilling arms in farewell, channeling obelix, ever gallic, i holler ‘Au Secour, Zut Alors!’
after this entente cordial, its onwards to seaford head, bike path across the marshlands, hugging the bepebbled crescent swoop of the bay
full power… foot to the floor …and then, it being a bike, another foot to the floor… repeat!
… and once there, why to plunge into the briney blue! jostled by choppiness, a few swift strokes, out deeper, the rhythmic, joyful pummel pulse of waves
floating on my back, suspended beneath blue and above blue, womb speck midst the immense amniotic ocean
alone? mind chides, impossible to be forlorn, when we are one with the oneness (alledgedly)
waaaaaggh late for work, brouhaha flounder ashore through the shallows, first fish on land
… and there, why my thermos cup of coffee toppled over in the breeze, glug glugged away into the dry sand
alone with the oneness
buddhafield 2016
back from another blissed out ‘humdrum’ buddhafield… well mostly, after a week in the field, allowing the energy, the warmth to slowly sift, then settle… before, hopefully, taking the joy in my heart, stone plonk pond rippled, out into the wider world beyond
favourite buddhafield moment? hmm maybe the evening after the festival had finished! skiddadled to my sisters to pick up lovely daughter, this year, a gentle transition, snoozing in a hammock in the shade next to the pool
early eve i took crumble, the dawg, for a stroll up the hill, high summer, straggled and woeful bedraggled
in the hedgerows, the familiar silhouette of oak, of ash, beneath which the dappled purples of mallows, thistles, the yellow of groundsel, this the daisy age, white trumpets of bind weed full fluted in flower, wound about them, entwined, the bramble briar rose
up above, swallows and martens swoop stitch the blue colour of the sky
i stopped, the path wound onwards, this the cusp of evening, a field of corn, ears plump to the stalk, burnished rose golden by the light of the setting sun
the full moon (nearly!) sailed jauntily above the trees, just as the sun, burdened, weighted down by the pomp cavalcade of its own majesty, wallowed heavily beneath the horizon…
mother earth, father sky, brother sun, sister moon
fulcrum, a harmonious tidal turning
i pondered long on what? on nothing? on dad? and, of course, also the boon bounty of the previous week
of the strong, sweet gentleness of hugs, with friends, with strangers, the long loiter in connection, snuggling up for profound spiritual chats by the fireside, gabbled laughter over food, else irreverent cackling up by the gate!
meetings with long lost friends, a soft openining to new ones
dancing, singing, mantras, a childhood game of stuck in the mud, talks on activism and buddhism, tai chi, chai, flirting, singing, dancing!
of work, the hodge podge bundle of stress i became whilst managing the sunday afternoon going home shift ‘yes i appreciate that your child is crying, that you must hoik, that huge heavy bell tent up the precipitous slope, but no, i am sorry, i cannot authorise you to drive onto site’
then again i loved driving the super mario cart buggy jeep about the site, one hand on mahogany steering wheel, elbow out the window, floppy ermintrude hat, only 2nd gear, 4th and reverse!
boogie woogie wonderland!
oops what was i saying? cheerful in the knowledge no one will have bothered to decipher thus far! fun to write!
unravelling, the undulating, to feel in my body, the coils of this, some small portion of the huge green earth serpent, rising up, her energy coursing throughout the land
gentle, coiled spirals
a myriad scales, all sizes, all colours, irridescent, yet summoning to a singular harmony… vibrant, tara, heart chakra green
cycles of expansion, followed by those of contraction, falling to a dwindle, then rising to exalt! harrowing followed by abundance. pulsation, rhythm
pulled inside out to languish in this the radiant beauty of the realm of form…
falling to stillness, beneath there is always a ringing
so to take each others hand… and dance singing together with the ancestors on this our land
slowlty turn and head for home
‘manna gonna come down, manna gonna come down, manna gonna come down, manna g-o-nnnnna make us strong’
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