beech

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beneath the Beech wood canopy… a languid Symphony of leaf filtered, modulated light
the leaves a vibrant hue of lime green, yet the quality of this submerged light, cusp, of absinthe, of verdigris…
a gentle patina of bird song… else the susurration of wind caressing leaves, balm and hush… here, friston forest, people are few
this myriad columned hall
the trees are tall, smooth grey trunks… elegant, somehow high elven, cheerful, yet self contained, stopping short of aloof, beyond… fey
soft leaves, gentle to the touch, still holding the brown husk of their nascent sheath sleeves
leaf edges are can opener jagged, crinkle cut
the trunks are shaggy, moss footed, talons almost gryphon or basilisk? something from a bestiary… rising to a lightly speckled elephant grey
have you ever tried to push a tree over? I have. Obdurate

Rafferty gallumphs along the path, a happy, black, curly haired dog, so dry the ground, giving him the repetitive hollow thud rhythm of horses hooves
past nettles, ragged robin, purple campion

out on the fringes of the wood, a view across open farmland, field maple, elder, the white froth confetti of hawthorn in bloom
a hawk rises up, not a kite, not a kestrel, but buzzard
tatty, out stretched be-feathered fingers
she is framed in the foreground… paragliders, neon orange, away by the white chalk horse, on the hill beyond
stasis, painterly, stasis

[from a letter to T]

choix opinel

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can smell the woodsmoke lingering in your hair
(excerpt from a letter to T)
blessed with a fairly outdoorsy childhood… well, mostly all the nature that suburban surrey can provide… beautiful woods, trees galore and a friends father’s farm to roam across
(where does the apostrophe belong in that phrase?! plonked like a wind blown speck of confetti)
one summer we tried to be bare foot every single day, just so our toes could grow far apart, we would become cavemen… reading ‘Stig of the Dump’ that year

I remember being age 11 or so, in Mosset, a small idyllic stone village, tucked away in a valley, high in the French Pyrenees
a long straight stick, size of a boy, it’s bark is a bright russet, lets call the wood cherry
a classic French Knife, Choix Opinel, wooden handle, a blade that arches back then open, silver grey, stern of stainless steel
whittle the end of my stick to a sharp precise point… pensively testing against fingertip
my younger brother and I set off on a hunting trip up the river
a fast flowing mountain stream, it’s bed rubble-d with boulders, festooned by smaller stones
water babbles, weave and turbulence, here bouncing, splashing high over a rock
then serpentine sucking back downwards, a ribboned plume of rainbows
alder and goat willow jostle on the banks
light is dappled, brown, speckled… with here… then there… the patter smattering of sparkles upon water

clear, euphoric

slicked back brown hair, I am changeling, otter sleek… creature of water, of land… flow state, merged within the stream
we wade upstream, else hop from rock to rock
amidst the bright chaos, there, backside, around the eddy of a large rock, lies a small still pool
eyes searching the depths for the stillness, the lolling calm of a fish
I stand there, spear in arm drawn back over my head
poise, stasis
slither of a flint flake of memory, to be held, here, forever

solstice

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channeling a ‘boat of the sun’ venetian gondolier vibe… yet more prosaically, just an impromptu sunset river swim in piddinghoe, post downs bike ride. Ridiculous sun soaked days!

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no Stonehenge/Avebury jaunt for me this year… couldn’t find anybody who fancied it, tho didn’t look that hard… fun, but a long old haul
instead i went for an afternoon cycle… rattling along the river upstream towards lewes, then following the cycle route to glynde
saw on the zu page that pete, vicar of firle, was having a low key solstice celebration up by the beacon… so i set off for that
a steep, steep haul up the road to the top of the beacon… the vicar waved as he drove past!
i ended up walking nearly all of it… i’d presumed the celebration would be near the car park, but no, rather they’d opened the gate and, in their 4 wheeled drive vehicles, driven the mile or so further along and up to the beacon itself
out of puff, i couldn’t be bothered, so, rather followed the ridge along homewards to where it dropped back down to Beddingham
majestic views, an umbrous mellow light, all the way
back along the river, arriving at piddinghoe… a gaggle of folk having a sunset, solstice dip… so in i hopped
the tide was just turning, so there was a harmonious balance between the fresh water river flowing down stream and the sea salt water surging in
within ten minutes the ocean began its retreat, my body began to be sternly, resolutely tugged downstream… time to get out!
the tide was just turning, much as within the greater cycles, the tide of light is also turning
solstice blessings x

skullington

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chalk yorrick australopithecus and the yellow daub daffodil
cheerfully gloomy juxtaposition of a chalk skullington from the cliffs and this mornings daff selfie
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jottings. words going nowhere!
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mother smooth rounded chalk boulders
the cliffs their substantial perplexing bulk
prodded at by waves
until rock fall, broken clean
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yolk crack open to the break of day, warm breath of gold
the pfaff of a chaffinch family amongst the daffodils
the querulous chirrup of sparrows….

holywell

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holywell spring, eastbourne… a few days back on the cusp of st brigids
water drips down, seeping through rock, across foilage, chalybeate, i gather in the cup of my outstretched palms, then sip… in my heart, a simple clear summoning, of those in need of healing
…tho in truth, such the loong dirge of winter, we could all do with the balm
I love this unadorned form of folk religion, you see it in india everywhere, else in the piled cairns of stones along the camino
world teems with the sacred… earth, air, fire, water… spirit swirls throughout, yet coalesces in the particular
the belief that this ancient tree is sacred, else, here, where water oozes from the land, a spirit dwells
its diy ethos, ‘this is how i wish to worship’, taken back from books, stepped away from temples, this kitsch intimate sweetness… gods, goddeses, ours
and the gaurdian of this well?
today, i ‘see’ her, the pink Rose bloomed at the heart centre… lithe movement, as water flows… hair, green from frond and foilage… shining white as chalk, shining silver as water
i find one smoothe, flat pebble from the beach, tongue stuck out with reverse jenga concentration, carefully place it atop the pile
love and blessings for all beings

tree

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I love climbing trees, heres me, ooh mbe 8 feet off the ground
limber lumber! aloft!
a mottled, dappled, fickle light, decanted through the vibrant green of leaves… seethe green
the long, far sprawled arms, which creak wiithin the wind,
something of a sea swell, an ease, a sway, that further emphasises this living sturdiness
yet root chakra, shackled securely to the ground, a great grey elephants foot, then the root rummage deep within the earth
dragonflies skitter past, iridescence of wing

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fraught of thought! duff photo, lack of perspective, so you’d never know i was near skybound
went for a cycle ride yesterday, battled up to the South Downs way, followed the ridge to alfriston, then back via Friston Forest.
kids and i have been climbing this tree forever, the be-tentacled Ash… on account of its octopus limbs
I love Ash energy, always feels gentle and forgiving…
tho I do know 2 ancient ones, in a much neglected copse, those are trees of the fae, you can imagine doors, a portal to the under realm
climbing, i usually get to about 8 ft up, then think, hmmm, thats probably far enough
i’ve never been the daredevil type, a smidge delusional and gung ho, yet renowned more for timidity and vertigo
super impressed by anyone who scales to preposterous heights, but they be creatures of fire and air, whilst i’m more earth and water (mud!)
when doing a creative visualisation, in the bit when they say ‘imagine your home, somewhere where you belong’
i always feel myself to be cradled in the arms of a huge ancient oak tree, proper gnarly
usually its near to a stream or a waterfall, else a gentle slope down to the sea and a small sandy shell strewn cove
grown ups should climb trees more often! a political slogan?
…peters out midst vast distraction and things to do

Rainbow Moon Aura

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Rainbow Moon Aura
look up agog! wonder… loom lune opalescence
what is a pearl? thing of flesh, an oysters itch from a grain of sand

Coming out from the Zu Studios Mycelium party in Lewes, 1:30 in the morning, after 3 hours of sweat drenched dancing like a loon to Kaya Project
An almost Full Hunters Moon… pic credit to Mara, thx… impossible, almost futile to snap these things on a phone
blast of moonlight washes it out… yet, to the naked eye, the moon was a near perfect pearl in the sky, etched with its familiar craters and shadows
around the moon space, elbow room of darkness, then two Rainbow rings
of course i have seen moon auras and rings before, memorably when out in the desert around Mount Sinai, back when i was 22
yet always in shades of whites and greys, never this intensity of colour
beautiful astonishment
i love the fact that even at 58 years of age, I can still experience a completely new natural phenomenon
high whisp feather clouds, the ice crystals have a prismatic effect on the moonlight
it lasted for about half an hour… people came out, familiar faces, new ones, but all stopped to gabble and gawp
bathed in moonlight