mondays

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consume a humungous and absurd amount of drugs… name yourself after a pugnacious egyptian god… gurn continually… dance a bit… waft your maraccas over some seminal early 90’s rave music… appear on celebrity big brother …. become a national treasure… a slightly preposterous career trajectory… somewhat bez blessed!
as for monsieur Ryder?… curiously cleaned up, coherent! unshambolic! like a sober shane magowan? is that even possible?
just the sort of kid i would have scuttled away from at school (me being frightfully middle class, southern, somewhat shy)
not one of the tough guys, but funny, with a hint of weasel viciousness
Blooming good music tho!
slightly odd gig, not my usual vibe, i tend to avoid has beens and tribute band… bands that become tribute bands to their younger selves?
one of those things i said yes to months ago, promptly forgot about… and was reminded of on friday!
the audience, painful old ravers… not a look that weathers particularly well… wary of people that look too much like me? stuck in the realms of mid 90’s credit card crusty, with a hint tinge of goan joss stick
i prefer ooh i dunno ecstatic dance at buddhafield, leaping about like a loon, dancing the dawn up at bimble! but yeah, here i was
thought i’d prefer the orb, delicious chill out music… in the early evening light, midst brutal lashing rain… even they found it hard to be bothered
so… a litany of reluctance… but… but
the rain blows over, the band shuffle onto stage… the exhillarating opening zap of kinky afro… instantly i shimmy all the way to the front for a boooooogie! yay!
‘yer twisting my melons man’…. ladies and gentlemen: the happy mondays!!! ha! surfing yesterdays zeitgeist.. yay!

spoils

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Spoils! boon and blessing, glut and a gift! Spent an hour roving for autumnal fruit early this morning
the whole hillside stained, no, blushed a deep red from the haws… crimson scarlet
a meander upwards, plucking blackberries from midst their lair of thorns, the occasional scrumped windfall apple
haws galore, nobody seems to want them, ‘cept the birds… pesky thieving dinosaurs!
we are all powered by congealed sunshine… life… giddy from the proposterously myriad realm of form
a hillside sadly bereft of elderberries tho…
no matter… a 3 course feast for dinner… blackberry and apple crumble, followed by crumble… followed by err crumble. yum!
oh and other couple snaps from yester eve, the river mole, down by mum and dads, older sis over from the states

beetrooot

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be still the blood red beetroot beating of my heart!
some curious haunted creature emerges from the shadows… hands stained a vituperative Purple Red
clutching what? well ‘carrot and walnut kitchen sink’… as i’m calling it, so named as i lobbed the proverbial into it…
i lurve cookery!
a melange of spices, a veritable cacophony of flavour, plus special mystery guest celebrity ingredients
it’s permaculture potluck innit… so no room for hankering after nuance or subtlety…
right gung ho on with the work, afore sauntering out into the dappled, leaf besotted mottled woods… and that thar glamorous sunshine!

gluttony

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Gluttony! Hurrah! the ribald pleasure of shoveling grub in yer gob… with gusto!
i’m not planning on immortality (clearly), but will beam happiness in the meantime
tho lurking beyond pirate hat and french fancies, my beautiful bike
a joy to be out and about in the sunshine, first thing in the morning, such fortune, such privilege, to live by the sea
dip in the ocean off seaford head… blowing huge spumes of water, beautious beluga me
oh … and in other news lovely daughter going to be 16 tomorrow… amazing! … how’d that happen?! x

feather

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feather! this just wafted down from the heavens, plonk landing next to my tea cup…. just to disturb me from the reverie of work
the bovver of fevvers! happily grooving to elton john, then a gift from above!
eagle? seagull? pterodactyl? something that soars anyway,
as i’m a healthy 30ft up! no not like simon stylites perched atop a pole … peck peck programming away
but office in the loft, with civilised bed, where i can lie… and think… and watch the clouds, occasionally majestic, dawdle past
its a symbol! dunno of what? probs that i shouldn’t be cooped up on such a gorgeous sunny day

Resurrection Fern

i love this song
every time it comes on, during the dubious scribble of morning pages today, i stop what i’m doing and play it 3 times in a row, sure i’ve posted it here before too!
antithesis of this astonishing sunshine morning, but somehow wherever i am, it always reaches out to me
the guitar insistently rolls, urging forward, yet allowing space for eloquent beauty… dappled with sorrow…
and his voice, a phantasm of tenderness, eluding meaning, croaking poetry
for me, always, a song of adolescence
ah yes… somehow, suprisingly fortified.. on and out into the beautiful day x

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meteorite

spud-nik
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Meteorite!!! look we found a smidgin of a comet! (well hanna did)
meandering for millenia in the curious depths of darkest space… no thing piled upon nothing
then to furious glorious fireball down upon the earth
meteorites usually bring rogue strains of dna, else other worldly metals, this one has an eerie, primordial magnetism, gyrating, then spinning to face sirius, the dog star
also its astonishingly light! as tho attuned to the universes heart chakra vibration
most amazing of all, where it was discovered… in the oven … as tho it had been there for millenia… or at least a month
yes. verily, it shall be called spud-nik

tutenkhamun had a dagger made from the iron from a meteorite… at the time this was created mankind did not have the ability to smelt iron