asunder

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immense skies this morning, firstly a full arch of Rainbow, fit for gawp, majestic, blazoned across the heavens, doubled up about around its feet, shimmer gauze of colour
the Rainbow forever emblematic of hope (memories of that endless day, high above vilcabamba)
swag bellied clouds, saunter across the horizon, a rain burdened gloat, dark shaded (4b!) undercarriage… tangible, seething blackness
but then to the west a clearing… huge, wan… full moon about to set, smoke wreathed, an unexpectedly masculine aspect, under aries
whilst at the other side of libran sky scales, the queasy leer of sun, picking out the steeple of the church at bishopstone, the cliffs behind, the white cap of a wave
crows at seaford head, specks of black, flung up like ash… riders on the storm
curious some days a cycle ride is all brute, rhythmic, anchored in muscle and bone, other days it is the piffle pitter patter of thought that predominates
somedays it is in song, but today all is expansive… attention wrenched above
world a collage of sensations within the mind
home to find i’d missed most of it! cloud burst puddles, lakes, the sky lolling about, peek-a-boo, there, in reflection
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asunder… well thats what i’m calling my pic, ha, somewhat annoying really, its the words i enjoy, natch, just wanted to take a snap to illustrate the storm sky, but hey ho flags, so weighted and pointlessly freighted with symbolism!
if it was shredded, on a battlefield, surrounded by artfully strewn bodies, glowing in the pompous golden light, the false Romanticism of a high victorian empire painting, why, it would symbolise courage… fraud, jingoistic nonsense
… but here, with all the current political fallout of patriotism, for me its about pride, and a pathetic self delusion… tumpedty tum!

oh and before i plough on with work, sure nobodies read this far below the line… ever the blather… heres a quote from hobans ‘sea thing child’ not the quote i was looking for, but such a wonderful tale, everyone, not just kids should read! x

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“The wind was howling, the sea was wild, and the night was black when the storm flung the sea-thing child up on the beach. In the morning the sky was fresh and clean, the beach was littered with seaweed, and there he lay–a little black heap of scales and feathers, all alone. All alone he was, and behind him the ocean roared and shook its fist. He lay there, howling not very loud, Ow, ow, ow! Ai-ee!” while the foam washed over him and went hissing away. He was too little to swim very well and he hadn’t learned to fly yet. He was nothing but a little draggled heap of fright.
After a while, when the tide went out and the day grew warm, he crawled up on the beach, leaving a wide and messy track behind him in the smooth sand. He crawled up among the big old seaweed-bearded rocks by a tide-pool, and he went to sleep, cheeping softly to himself.”

spider

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darkness dwelling, a world engulfed within the palpable grey
huddle closer, fellow skull faces, gnawed at, gnawed at
so stuff my ears with cotton wool, well headphones on, listen to some sun drenched calypso
buy a psychedelic poncho off ebay… and a book on buddhism
gnawed at, season of harrow and wither, gnawed at, she is coming

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spiderman! apologies for all those of the yeucch persuasion… she really is beautiful!
words of course nowt much to do with pics, nor that intriguing… beard looking a smidgin Ross unKempt… dad took his strimmer back recently
dial d for dali, apologies for the endless stream of selfies, rampant egotist… of course… ha, i just should have sufficent gumption and subtlety to portray myself otherwise
enjoy the autumn my lovelies! x

Apple day

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apple day! something extraordinarily bucolic about picking apples from a tree 12ft up on a sunny autumn morning… charm
…definition of primate! that, opposable thumbs, and our (well my!) eagerness to pose for photos
rest of the day was a cheerfully busy bedlam of juicing apples, gush abundance! glugging much of the juice… glitter galore
… then peg on nose, helping sift the recyclicng, crikey we’re mucky creatures
but mostly, so many friendly, lovely peeps as always! x

neil young

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me-neil-me … elegaic… having a bit of a neil young moment, what a dude! ‘old man take a look at yourself, i’m a lot like you’… indeed, now it is so
reminds me so much of malaysia, oooh 88? lounging in a hammock, listening to his greatest hits on a tape/walkman, a dodgy rip off version from the khao san road
on a beach, probs guzzling mekong whiskey and the occasional nibble on a ganja cookie
ha! a long way from there to here… a loft, just finished work, headphones, reading glasses… pondering omlette for tea
haven’t listened to him in yonks
After the Gold Rush, deeply beautifully rhapsodic…. ‘i was lying in a burned out basement, the cool wind in my hair…’ xx

equinox

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equinox blessings to one and all, balance and harmony, woken up all autumnal, victorian, celtic twilight lyrical… as you do… shapeshifter, times and loves lost… maudling enough for a wallow with yeats… excerpt from fergus and the druid

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‘Take, if you must, this little bag of dreams;
Unloose the cord, and they will wrap you round.
Fergus. I See my life go drifting like a river
From change to change; I have been many things —
A green drop in the surge, a gleam of light
Upon a sword, a fir-tree on a hill,
An old slave grinding at a heavy quern,
A king sitting upon a chair of gold —
And all these things were wonderful and great;
But now I have grown nothing, knowing all.’

gregorian

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having a morning of grokking gregorian chanting… soothes my ragged soul, no doubt packed full of solfeggio goodness
its so harmonious that it took me 5 minutes to realise that i was playing one album on youtube and a similarish one from my hard drive simultaneously, with nary a quibble of dischord!
either that or i’m tone deaf, perish the thought!… makes a change from the usual reggae or glum profound folk strummings
it has left me rummaging around the internet wondering where i can get some priestly robes… check out this dude!
makes todays pink t-shirt resonate a little subdued
tho now i am remembering finding a robin trapped in exeter cathedral, as it flapped up into the sunset light, beautiful bladerunner-esque
oh or being kicked out of said cathedral, back when i was 20… and somewhat off my head, by a priest in scarlet vestments. pointing his huge huge finger! yikes scary!
anyway bored with work, quel horeur… surely time for some sunshine? x

mondays

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consume a humungous and absurd amount of drugs… name yourself after a pugnacious egyptian god… gurn continually… dance a bit… waft your maraccas over some seminal early 90’s rave music… appear on celebrity big brother …. become a national treasure… a slightly preposterous career trajectory… somewhat bez blessed!
as for monsieur Ryder?… curiously cleaned up, coherent! unshambolic! like a sober shane magowan? is that even possible?
just the sort of kid i would have scuttled away from at school (me being frightfully middle class, southern, somewhat shy)
not one of the tough guys, but funny, with a hint of weasel viciousness
Blooming good music tho!
slightly odd gig, not my usual vibe, i tend to avoid has beens and tribute band… bands that become tribute bands to their younger selves?
one of those things i said yes to months ago, promptly forgot about… and was reminded of on friday!
the audience, painful old ravers… not a look that weathers particularly well… wary of people that look too much like me? stuck in the realms of mid 90’s credit card crusty, with a hint tinge of goan joss stick
i prefer ooh i dunno ecstatic dance at buddhafield, leaping about like a loon, dancing the dawn up at bimble! but yeah, here i was
thought i’d prefer the orb, delicious chill out music… in the early evening light, midst brutal lashing rain… even they found it hard to be bothered
so… a litany of reluctance… but… but
the rain blows over, the band shuffle onto stage… the exhillarating opening zap of kinky afro… instantly i shimmy all the way to the front for a boooooogie! yay!
‘yer twisting my melons man’…. ladies and gentlemen: the happy mondays!!! ha! surfing yesterdays zeitgeist.. yay!